Judge-me-ntal

what will people GOD say?

For a very long time my mind was in a conflict with my heart about starting this blog, do you know why ? because i was thinking about what people would think of me ? will my thoughts be accepted by everyone ? will i be able to make a change ? so many questions suffocating my inner self , the self confidence i swear by was constantly  falling into the dark deep ditch of fear of being judged by other people. But as these thoughts kept hovering on my head.  while i am in the real world this judging doesn't matter much to me because my friends are there with me and they know who i am as a real person. but in the virtual world where we are seen by hundreds, thousands and many more people the scenario is quite different. And i realized I am not judged by people , because they don't know me but i am the one judging myself  and this realization took a toll on me . i kept myself logged out of the social media , giving myself some time to regain what i lost . But as i tried to keep myself motivated by getting in touch with my hobbies ,i felt i was on the right path of reconciling with myself , as the days passed on i was roaming in   various lanes of my mind  in a fit to get away with being  judgemental , i reached a backdoor into my heart with a signboard which read enter to know what god will say , i don't know about the whereabouts of that signboard but it instantly spoke to me, may be i have read it somewhere , saved in my memory and when it was the  right time  i remembered it . The invisible connection between the brain and the heart ,i often hear people say that listen to the heart not the mind but i say they are  not separate things they work together , and comes handy when we need them the most  may be our heart gives us confidence but the reason behind it is the brain .i thought to myself i was so stupid to care about what people would say where as the only thing that matters  is what  god will say because everyone in this world is here for a reason and if can work for that why to stop  as i logged in back to my social media there she was , my angel , my sister calling me and believe it or not god exists,  because she said it , she asked me to start my channel and share my views with people , and i couldn't stop smiling in that moment that taking a leap is the only crucial part in this world  and the rest is all  up to god and he is good. Believe in yourself, you are given a reason  not to keep it to yourself  but to share it to the world ,be a witness and stop thinking about others, start thinking about god and  he will think about you here i am writing this blog and many more making an acquaintance with myself with a thought to not be so mental to judge yourself because you are worth more than many sparrows.